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* ♥I don't know bout cha'll But I know about us and uh ♥ *
* ♥This is the only way we know how to rock♥ *
Created on 2003-12-28 08:45:44 (#1711510), last updated 2004-10-05
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Basic Info| Name: | * S h e l l b z |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 07-02 |
| Location: | Fort Lauderdale, Florida, United States |
BioIM ME BITCHES!!!!!!!!! (xo shellby 67) xo ♥
Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back
Never..never..never..never....
___________________________
NOT my Goodies!!!
_______________
I laughed when you were crying
And say inside you're dying
Because you gave up way too early
Your fucking pain is so deserving
Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking up for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
______________________
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
____________________
I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone and dying
There waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked. You're all alone.
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
Don't give up just hold on
Is the pain just too strong
To hold on
Sometimes we're wrong when we think we're right
________________________
Its alright to tell me what you think about me
I wont try to argue or hold it against you
I know that youre leaving you must have your reasons
The season is calling your pictures are falling down
The steps that I retraced the sad look on your face
The timing and structure did you hear he fucked her
A day late a buck short Im writing the report
On losing and failing when I move Im flailing now
And its happened once again Ill turn to a friend
Someone that understands sees through the master plan
But everybodys gone and Ive been here for too long
To face this on my own well I guess this is growing up
And maybe Ill see you at a moviesneak preview
You show up and walk by with her on your arm
And Ill smile and youll wave
Well pretend its ok
When shes gone I wont come back
___________________________
Said my niggaz don't dance we just pull up our pants And do
the rockaway, now lean back, lean back, lean back, lean back
Come on
__________________________
Here, here i am again
And im starin at these same four walls
Alone again
And now, all the colors blend
And im growing numb and I've become
This empty page
Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground
When you say love makes the world go 'round
___________________________
It would probably be best right now if I warned Dre to get on the horn and
tell him about the storm coming all our way
So tell him pack grab a gat right now get on the floor I'll wait
Shake that ass a little more my way
But baby I don't dance not that I can't there's a pistol in my pants
_____________________
I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you but I dreamed of you last night.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.
You told me that you loved me, I started tearing down those walls.
I really started to trust you but you set me up to take the fall.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.
I guess that I'm wrong for falling in love,
But you're still the one that I'm dreaming of.
I guess that it's you I want to hold onto,
But you're holding onto someone else.
____________________________
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give feeling_hated more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back
Never..never..never..never....
___________________________
NOT my Goodies!!!
_______________
I laughed when you were crying
And say inside you're dying
Because you gave up way too early
Your fucking pain is so deserving
Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking up for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
______________________
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
____________________
I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone and dying
There waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked. You're all alone.
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
Don't give up just hold on
Is the pain just too strong
To hold on
Sometimes we're wrong when we think we're right
________________________
Its alright to tell me what you think about me
I wont try to argue or hold it against you
I know that youre leaving you must have your reasons
The season is calling your pictures are falling down
The steps that I retraced the sad look on your face
The timing and structure did you hear he fucked her
A day late a buck short Im writing the report
On losing and failing when I move Im flailing now
And its happened once again Ill turn to a friend
Someone that understands sees through the master plan
But everybodys gone and Ive been here for too long
To face this on my own well I guess this is growing up
And maybe Ill see you at a moviesneak preview
You show up and walk by with her on your arm
And Ill smile and youll wave
Well pretend its ok
When shes gone I wont come back
___________________________
Said my niggaz don't dance we just pull up our pants And do
the rockaway, now lean back, lean back, lean back, lean back
Come on
__________________________
Here, here i am again
And im starin at these same four walls
Alone again
And now, all the colors blend
And im growing numb and I've become
This empty page
Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground
When you say love makes the world go 'round
___________________________
It would probably be best right now if I warned Dre to get on the horn and
tell him about the storm coming all our way
So tell him pack grab a gat right now get on the floor I'll wait
Shake that ass a little more my way
But baby I don't dance not that I can't there's a pistol in my pants
_____________________
I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you but I dreamed of you last night.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.
You told me that you loved me, I started tearing down those walls.
I really started to trust you but you set me up to take the fall.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.
I guess that I'm wrong for falling in love,
But you're still the one that I'm dreaming of.
I guess that it's you I want to hold onto,
But you're holding onto someone else.
____________________________
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give feeling_hated more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
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